color feelings

in fits and spurts, in bursts. bam! wham! the lights fracture into their primary colors. there is a weakness at the spot where the headache used to awkwardly sit. a weakness, a giddiness. the same thing that makes you can be the same one that breaks you. your mind is always over matter. your brain gives you love and your heart pretends to be the source. i have no control over my mind and my desires.

have you ever felt that way before?