slow life x fast life

sometimes i think i want a slow life, so i can get far away from the city, the noise, the dust, the pressure to be like everyone else. and so i can be near the sea, the waves... so i can think, so i can live.

but sometimes i think i want a fast life, a super-charged life, so i can build my dreams and buy glorious things and live a crazy and adventurous roller-coaster life with you, all speed and light and rapid heartbeats.

in between the two, i am wavering and living and wasting and learning.