I am lazy. I am always late. I run slower than i did five e years ago and so i give up on my running regime every month (not really a "regime" the way it is stalling). I lie sometimes, and they snowball into what i don't intend to in the first place. I don't like myself because i am very far from my ideal self. But i know i can never be anything but myself, and i will never be forced into becoming another; this state of self-aware is not something i am ashamed of.
I love myself. But sometimes i pretend i don't so people i love will love me more.
i like myself for being impromptu. i like myself for being nonsensical. i like myself for being true to myself.
YET
i hate myself for the moments when my patience run low with the children I work with. i hate myself for unknowingly neglecting ppl around me big time. i hate myself for overworking my body.
i dont like that i am so musculine but thats what i am most comfy in and i feel so stifled by societal norms.. i dont like the ME now. i was happier then. R, you should share your story too.
my worst enemy is me. i over do everything. i judge. i cant keep my actions and the things i say in check. plus a complete loser who cant commit himself to anything. pathetic low life. i wonder how the people around me put up with who i am..
I really like myself because it just the one that I can see through a lot of changing and the best part of changing is... the result of me now with some certain kind feeling of myself... I like thing with value so I try to live like one valuable thing in one valuable minute so... to be honest, I like the way I always am :)
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I am lazy. I am always late. I run slower than i did five e years ago and so i give up on my running regime every month (not really a "regime" the way it is stalling). I lie sometimes, and they snowball into what i don't intend to in the first place. I don't like myself because i am very far from my ideal self. But i know i can never be anything but myself, and i will never be forced into becoming another; this state of self-aware is not something i am ashamed of.
I love myself. But sometimes i pretend i don't so people i love will love me more.
k
I like myself enough. But there are definitely things I would change.. Like being more patient and indulging in less procrastination.
"I love myself. But sometimes i pretend i don't so people i love will love me more."
Ditto K.
I hate myself that i still cant leave you.
I hate myself that i still cry for you.
I hate myself that i still miss you.
I hate myself that i still
LOVE YOU!
i like myself for being impromptu.
i like myself for being nonsensical.
i like myself for being true to myself.
YET
i hate myself for the moments when my patience run low with the children I work with.
i hate myself for unknowingly neglecting ppl around me big time.
i hate myself for overworking my body.
飞机旗
i dont like that i am so musculine but thats what i am most comfy in and i feel so stifled by societal norms..
i dont like the ME now.
i was happier then.
R, you should share your story too.
-roars
my worst enemy is me. i over do everything. i judge. i cant keep my actions and the things i say in check. plus a complete loser who cant commit himself to anything. pathetic low life. i wonder how the people around me put up with who i am..
-i sometimes poke my eye with a stick
i don't like that i am always wanting more (and wanting too many things).
I really like myself because it just the one that I can see through a lot of changing and the best part of changing is... the result of me now with some certain kind feeling of myself... I like thing with value so I try to live like one valuable thing in one valuable minute so... to be honest, I like the way I always am :)
I have to love myself because i know that i can only depend on me to love me.
"I love myself. But sometimes i pretend i don't so people i love will love me more."
this is v interesting :D
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