one question at a time

i have a question for you: have you always wanted to tell someone something from the bottom of your heart, but never had the courage to? (there're always so many heartfelt things we want to say to so many people - be it to our parents or our lovers or the people we have a crush on, but we almost never say them, simply because we're too afraid)

for me, what i'd like to say to you is, i care so damn much for you (but of course i'd never tell you that).

14 comments:

June 27, 2009 at 11:03 AM Anonymous said...

reading your blog's always cathartic release for an emokid like me :)

i have a crush on my boss, but i can neither confirm nor act on it as i have a bf, who loves me alot.

what i'd really like to say to you is: the reason why i can barely sleep nor eat, is you.

not the most romantic of relevations i know, but all's good considering i'll never spill the beans.

sorry for emo-ing! =)

- emokid

June 27, 2009 at 11:31 AM m said...

this is the thing i wanna say to g before yesterday. (since yesterday, everything became worst.) anyway, this is from the bottom of my heart:

"before you came, i was forgettable.
you changed it. you made me known, alive, breathing more and more."

but yesterday, he nearly killed me. so i don't know what's up now.

June 27, 2009 at 12:54 PM hangben said...

quite the opposite, i often say things as i feel at that moment without really thinking of their consequences. End up I can't take the consequences hence suffering for it... I guess it's all abt finding the balance. yup easier said than done.

June 27, 2009 at 12:56 PM Anonymous said...

Haha. Don't we all?

I would like to tell my mum that i really care for her. Sorry about the tantrums. Please don't leave me.

I would like to tell someone from the past. I do not like an empty letter box. I do not like my silent, unmoving, and still phone. I do not like your gray-scaled display picture. I do not like these messages i see that i believe you are writing for someone else. I do not like me now that you don't either. You are evil. You are destructive to people like me. But i am measuring the extent of mean you can exercise on me before my feelings evaporate. I have always known that love is a one-sided affair and a problem that individuals are suppose to deal with on their own. I have never tried to force anything out of anyone. Yet now i know. I love you. It better have something to do with you.

k

June 27, 2009 at 4:06 PM Anonymous said...

to W:
you are the magnified parts of me that i adore.

i'm in love with your insides, most of all. and today, i miss you.

June 27, 2009 at 9:24 PM Anonymous said...

yesh i agreed on the part about being too afraid. however, sometimes when you do finally find the courage to say, the fear and disappointment may balloon when the response may not meet your expectations. i did so , i finally blurted out to the girl i am going after her.. çause i wanted to have that courage to pursue my dreams and love but now that i did it, i dont know if i quite did the right thing.

what the heart cherishs, there the home it will be.

- roars

June 27, 2009 at 10:16 PM R said...

roars,
you're a brave brave person. hahaha. i wish you all the best!!

June 27, 2009 at 10:32 PM Anonymous said...

thanks R!
i hope to pop by your cafe the next time round with some great news (though slim chance at that)

-roars

June 28, 2009 at 10:04 PM m said...

I've to stay far away from you because i still love you.
Today, i miss you again.

June 29, 2009 at 12:24 AM T said...

I have no where else I can say this:

I dont know what is wrong. Or maybe I do. But I wish you'll be more upfront with me about it. It seems all I can ever be is the one who has taken all you've given, that I'm never allowed a chance to give back. Do you have any idea how it kills me to know I'm someone who is your heartache, who holds you back? My heart breaks to know I break yours. I've no courage anymore with you and yet why do I still care about you? Tell me, what do I do?

June 29, 2009 at 5:08 PM Anonymous said...

You make it impossible for me to stay away from you.

June 29, 2009 at 5:24 PM Anonymous said...

you're so damn cute.

June 30, 2009 at 1:35 AM Anthony said...

I want to tell this girl that I think I love her but am kind of afraid to...

Need the courage to do so. haha

July 5, 2009 at 2:15 AM s said...

Don't go.